Closing 2010 & Opening 2011

Hari ni Jumaat 31 Dec 2010...last day in 2010... seeloknya kita flash back balik, ape yg dh kita buat sepanjang tahun ni, samada kita berpuas hati? merasa cukup dgn kebaikan yg kita buat? atau kita ingin memperbaiki lg...?

Jom la kita sama2 reset semula target kita tuk tahun depan..lebih2 utk diri aku sendri la... semoga jd lebih baik..hihi.. nape xbaik ke sblm ni? huhu.... sendri mau igt la..

Target aku thn br ni:-

1) tambah ank...huahaha... (itu jugak target yg pertama dia ni...)

2) jadi mama yg lebih alert pendidikan ank2 (xnk hrp kt cikgu semata, nk ajr ank kat umh jugak..tp cm xde masa jer...huhu.. xpe aku try...)

3) oo.. lupa lak.. nk full breast feed ank aku nnt...insyaAllah, Allah perbanyakkan susu aku...

4) Decorate my dream house..huahaha.. (sampingan je ni)

5) Nk aktifkan pasaran cookies aku and belajar buat kek pulak... insyaAllah sempat...

6) alahaiii...yg ni ler target yg takut nk set, tunaikan permintaan hubby ku yg terchenta... further phD...insyaAllah akan ku tunaikan, samada lmbt atau cpt, pasti aku akn tunaikan

7) dah la kot, byk2 target nnt xtercapai lak kan...

8) eh.. tertinggal satu yg penting.... nak KURUS (<60kg) hihihi..... (tiap2 thn target, tp lum tercapai lg....huahaha)

Sama2 la kita berusaha mencapai target kita... chaiyok3x

semoga berjaya....

Vacation on school break

Vacation ni pun dh di hujung2 school break.. kesian my heroes, sorry ye syg, mama n papa kerja.. papa la xleh turun kapal awal..tp alhamdulillah minggu terakhir cuti sekolah papa boleh balik..so we proceed our planned, mama pun cuti seminggu...
we start with attend kenduri kawen best fren mama masa study kt UTM dulu.. Auntie Mashitah and Uncle Ejok (name dia sebenr dh lupa, asik panggil Ejok sbb dia duk kt Kg Ejok, S'gor). Diorg ni kawen rkn sekelas, ms study dulu xde la bercinta dua ni, dh kerja2 ni br la jatuh ht then sampai ke jinjang pelamin..semoga uncle and auntie mash bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat...Gmbr xsempat upload lg, kemudian la yer...

Pastu, esoknya kami ke A Famosa, Melaka...jom tgk a few photo from my hp..byk gmbr dlm camera lum upload lg...Kami pergi 2D1N jer... sampai ptg check in kul 2, then kami ke pekan Tampin (dekat jer dlm 10mnt) then mlm kul 730 kami ke Cowboy Town tgk show start 830pm...show diaorg mmg best...

Ini masa malam cowboy night... show diorg mmg best la.. red indian sembur2 api dr mulut, mmg excited tgk sbb ini kali pertama tgk, ini gmbr xlawa sbb guna hp jer...

 bergambar selepas abis show... actually byk lg gmbrnye..

Ini adalah apartment kitorg menginap... mmg luas sgt, apartment tu dua bilik, tp nk duk 18org pun muat..luas sgt, sgt selesa, rs cm xnk balik jer...hehe...

2nd day, start pg lagi ade show, elephant show 0830am, then 1020am bird show, then diikuti multi animal show

 Amirul ni nak join animal sume buat show jugak...

antara gmbr semasa animal show, xsempat nk amik gmbr byk2 sbb kusyuk duk tgk animal2 tu buat show...kikihh....

Pastu lunch... lunch dia agak mahal la, sume hidangan RM12/set included drink...pastu xsedap and no choice.. after lunch, sementara tgu Cowboy show, ktorg ke Monkey Island, naik boat...tp dekat jer, dekat sgt.. berenang pun leh sampai, tp bg yg bole berenang la, aku xtau berenang hihihi...

 masa nk naik boat ke Monkey island...

 Amirul ngantuk dh ker sayang? nnt tgk monkey, xngantuk la...

 masa dlm boat la ni, azizul muka penat, actually dia xsihat masa ni, tiba2 badan dia pns, demam...

 MONKEY ISLAND

Then, ngam2 balik dr Monkey Island kul 230pm, cowboy show start..mmg best... asik best jer... yg ni mmg dasatnyer, rasa cm betul2 cowboy la diorg ni, real je nmpk...

Azizul n Amirul bergambar depan performer2 utk cowboy show... muka sume berbelang2, conteng2, xkenal rupa asal dah...

Amirul tgk kuda secara dekat, cuak jgk dia...

 

 kasi kuda makan, direct.. Amirul muka kagum tgk kuda makan

 ini binatang ape? cuba teka...

jinak....

 Azizul lagi la takut nk kasi burung giant tu makan...

 Amirul berani cucuk mata tiger...hehehe...

 Azizul bergambar tapi muka tired, kesian dia...mama hope u happy syg..

 Amirul..pilih2...tp jgn harap mama nk belikan hihi....

 Apa agaknya yg diorg bualkan tu yer....t'nganga amirul...

 Papa; Amirul... haip..haip.... hello..hello....
Amirul: Langsung xlayan....huhuhu

 Amirul: Syurga pelampung.....waa...best...

Abang nmpk sht sket lps rest, dan berselera sket nk mkn, w/pun makan buah jer..at least dia ade selera nk mkn..

ini pintu masuk ke Animal show... dah balik masa ni...

Pas show cowboy tu kitorg shopping souvenir sket2, then terus balik...ups.. xbalik terus g Pekan Tampin lg skali, g makan Mee Bandung Muar.... (ini mee asal dr Bandung ke Muar ni??? ) yg pasti sedappp....

Kitaorg sampai KL kul 8pm, penat sgt mama... 2moro kul 3pm balik Kuantan... sambung perjalanan ke Terengganu lak, umh tok umi....

Aku dpt ape yg aku mntk..hehehe

Actually aku yg request mende alah ni, alasan nya since aku pregnant ni, aku alah bau busuk, sume mende aku bau busuk.. so aku rindu sgt bau MIRACLE, xde perfume len yg leh lwn bau dia ni, pada deria bau aku la.. last skali aku dpt ni, 5yrs ago, hadiah hantaran kawen, pastu xbeli2 dh... maklumla hubby aku ni bukan jenis sensitif pasal mende2 cmni, kene mntk baru dpt... tp byk gak suprise yg aku xmntk dia kasi hihi...

 hehe... aku yg request suh packing cntik2.. padahal aku dh tau isinya...

 yeah... yg aku idamkan....

 aku mntk satu jer, dia kasi dua... sbb twin pack... bagus gak, size dia cute sgt, travel pack..

 satu malam tido dlm senyum jer...hihi

 eii.. best sgt2... tQ sayang...

dah bukak satu, satu lg simpan dulu... sayang nk buka dua2 terus...

muahahaha.. since ade bby dlm perut ni, leh la manja/mngada lebih2 sket kih..kihkk.kih.. jgn mara ye pa...

Persamaan antara Hakim & Haziq

1) Makna Hakim dan Hziq itu sendiri mmg sama, Hakim = Haziq = pandai bijaksana

2) Dua2 suka gaduh, fight2

3) Dua2 suka buat umh sepah dan mama pening

4) Dua2 suka main air, sukeeeeeeee sgt kalo mama bg green light mandi sendri kat bilik air

5) Dua2 rajin g sekolah, itu yg mama syg tu..

6) Dua2 suka ngorat, suka tgk bdk pompuan yg comel2..like their papa la tu...tul x papa?

7) Dua2 suka makan calciyummm (ala cm yogurt tu, yg ade cm2 perisa tu..)

8) Dua2 kuat jeles antara satu sama lain, kalo abg panggil "mama" adek pun mesti "mama..." jugak...

9) Dua2 tido nk kene pelok dan tepok, nasib baik br dua org..nnt ade babay nnt, jgn hrp la, dua2 mama xlayan, mama nk babay ajer..hehehe...

10) Dua2 suka botak...hehe.actually 3 included papanyer...kikiki...

Tu je la yg mama tau, kalo ade lg nnt mama tmbah....chow chin cau...

Perbezaan Azizul & Amirul

1) Sudah tentu nama mereka sendiri berbeza maksudnya. 

Azizul = Yang kuat perkasa dan Amirul = Pemimpin. 

Mama doakan agar mereka berdua akn mnjdi 'pemimpin yg kuat dan perkasa' dlm membimbing adik2 nya nnt (cm ramai jer adik2 nyer nnt ni...hihi..)

2) Warna kulit mereka...hihi...

Azizul = cerah kulitnya, ikut papa barangkali.. (papa jgn perasan lbh2 lak..)

Amirul = gelap sket kulitnya, bukan gelap sgt la, sawo mtg cm tu, ala2 mama kan... bukan hitam tau... (mama, xnk ngaku huhu)

gmbr ni nmpk ketara adek gelap than abg...

3) Senyuman mereka..

Azizul = Cute, baby face gtu..xde lesung pipit tp ade lesung batu... (bole mama pinjam, tumbuk sambal..hihi)

Amirul = sweetttttttttttt sgt, dgn lesung pipitnya yg dlm leh isi air sirap..

nmpk x, azizul ade lesung batu, amirul ade lesung pipit...

sweet and cute kan???

4) Posisi masa tido

Azizul = suka tido mengiring..cm mama

Amirul = suka terlentang, asal boleh jer dia..cm papa dia ler tu..

betulkan, azizul mmg suka tido mengiring, amirul suke terlentang.....

5) Makanan

Azizul = suka mkn makanan tradisional or pemanis mulut cam bubur, pengat, kuih...

Amirul = sgt xsuka mknan tradisional or pemanis mulut cm kuih2, pengat...

6)Azizul penakut sket, Amirul xde ape yg dia takut.. mama yg takut ade ler...


7) Azizul detail and cermat orangnya, Amirul kasar dan bahang rambang jer dia...

Setakat ni dulu yg mama perasan perbezaan dua org heroes ni, nnt kalo ade lg... i will up date later....

i thought he changed...

13 Dec 2010 since morning i am waiting call from him... i tried ym him.. no answer... but around 3pm, he answer my ym..he bz coz visited by his manager...it ok... he called me around 4pm, i am so excited...but ending of our discussion very sad... but still i can accept... he call me back by 5pm, while i am driving back to pick my heroes.. we continue talk about previous issue... ending sooooooo bad... i was tried to convince him, but failed... i am depress, tensen, driving w/o concentration... alhamdulillah arrived to my heroes school, fetch them, going back home... going to upstair, take shower, ready for solat Asar.... i am crying... i am failed to handle my emotion... i am week so week.... because of him... only thinking about him.. i am crying... crying... crying..... hopefully my tear can bring out my pressure... i do solat Asar... pray to Yang Maha Esa... gv me him back, the previous person i know... i love... caring about me.. caring about my heroes... always gv me good advised... his talk make me strong... i really miss all that.. but i thought he changed... changed... not as cool, nice, soft, patient, caring person as i know... 

Ya Allah... gv him back... aku nak dia yg dulu... dia yg penyayang....

After solat, i go downstair, look at my heroes, get them shower, dinner as usual... but my head still think of him... till i sleep, he never call me...it ok... don't call me till u ready to talk nicely...

12midnight... Allah makbulkan doa ku... he call me, he said sorry... he accept his mistake... TQ, TQ to call me.. TQ to move out my pressure thinking of this... Allah dh kembalikan dia yg dulu... really miss his word, very pleasure word.... everything come back to normal....

Conclusion : All this happened because.... we lack of time for discussion, we lack of intimate time, we lack of touching love, we lack of renungan manja n sayang, we lack of joke, we lack of quality time together.... Not impossible it will repeat if no action taken to solve this... Ya Allah makbulkan doa kami, agar kami diberikan rezeki untuk berdekatan...Amin...

I love my him, love my heroes..love my family all...

My Heroes Dialog The Series- Mama pening

Kisah ni dah lama... maybe 2 week ago...

Mama xlarat sambil baring kt sofa umh maktok, tiba2 azizul nk minum susu...

Azizul : mama, zizul rasa nk milo la...

Mama: Abg, gv me 5mnt, mama pening lg ni, nnt hilang pening mama buatkan milo abg k....

Azizul : Ok... (he really understand mama's condition)

Mama: tQ sayang...

After 5mnt....

Azizul: Mama, zizul nak milo (mengejutkan mama yg terlelap)

Mama: sorry syg, gv me 2 mnt more... pening still xhilang lg... (really hope he understand...)

Azizul : ok, mama...

After 2 mnt, mama perlahan2 bgun menuju ke dapur nk buatkan milo tuk abg... Azizul yg melihatkan mama dah bangun...berkata dengan ceria....

Azizul : mama, kepala mama dah hilang ker?

Mama: @#%$#@&*^....

Mama : bukan kepala mama hilang la, pening mama hilang.... (huk..huk..) sabar jer la... mama yg pening bertambah pening....

dah lama sgt xupdate blog

salam,
kesihatan ku akhir2 ini sangat kurang menyenang, pening, loya, mual sume ade... complete...
w/pun dh ade 2kali pengalaman pregnant tp pengalaman kali ini agk mencabar... aku kalah teruk...
asik nk tido jer... xlarat sgt... pening slalu...

kesian ank2, aku xsempat nk layan...diorg byk bw diri sendri, main, minum susu, tido sume sendri...mama buat susu siap2 ltk atas meja, time diorg nk, just amik minum..xsusahkan mama....

tp skg mak tok ade, terurus sket la diorg... ade tmpt nk ngadu... tp abg azizul..mama very proud of him... he really understand my situation... always accept my excuse...cuma adek lum faham, still young...

mama sentiasa doa agar alahan mama cepat2 berakhir insyaAllah....